I suspected my live in boyfriend may be cheating after he stopped coming home at night and stays out for days without coming home. When he dose come home he hides his cell phone. Ok I know many of you may be wondering what is wrong with me and why am I still in this relationship. Yes I know he is cheating. I am not in denial about it. Of coarse he never tells me the truth when ever I ask him to tell me the truth he constantly denies it. But why deny it? Why won't he tell me the truth? He knows that I know.

  This is one thing I can not understand about men. If you truly want to be with the other woman why not just come clean and tell the other person. Is it because he really wants to be with both of us? Dose he really love me? After all the pain and hurt and realizing that he will never tell me the complete truth not to mention I don't have any concrete proof that he is cheating other the obvious I have begun to accept it. Why would I accept it? What woman would accept such a thing? One answer. I love him. Also I don't want to give him up so easily to the other woman. I just don't want to give up completely on the relationship. I can still feel his love for me, he still shows love for me and still shows desire for me. Not to mention he is just a really good father. Oh yeah by the way we have a baby comming this summer.

I don't expect anyone to understand why I have chosen to stay with my cheating boyfriend. Ok I know most of you will think I have low self esteem, but I happen to know that I am a very beautiful woman and I can see how other men are attracted to me. If there is anyone out there who can understand my decision to stay with a cheating boyfriend I would like to hear from you....

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